whew.... you just don't get what it takes out of you to be working full time, so much to do every single minute of the day, it seems like there are never enough hours...
i've figured, right now in my life, i've got three things to worry about.
1) the shop
2) cycling
3) ms pinky
i'm still dreaming of cycling at a compettive level because i'm still so young??!!! and at the bottom of it all, i feel like i've not accomplished the most i'm capable of... i think i'd live to regret it if i didn't give my all to be in the best competitive form and try win a medal (GOLD of course!!!)... it'd be an all or nothing, there are just too many things in life to worry about next to be able to cycle at a regional/international competitive level for the next few years, and who knows? maybe a renaissance when i'm 29??? heh, all i've got to do is put my head down, and prepare to eat a whole lot of pain, suffering and sacrifices. you can never underestimate how much the support of your loved ones can bring you through.
learn to lean on them more, learn to treasure them everyday, and never ever forget that they are the reasoning and purpose in your life...
i'm gonna be training my ass off until they announce for sure that they're not sending a team to the SEA Games for cycling, until then, ciao~!
Saturday, 7 July 2007
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