Melancholic Days

Having died a horrible death the last week or so.... =) you can well imagine how well our pilot episode of extreme dieting went:

Lycra Man: So Ms Pinky! How about that fish and vege we're gonna have for lunch today?
Ms P: Eeeehh..... i'm very hungry leh....
Lycra Man: Oh.... so errr, whatcha wanna do?
Ms P: Let's do Kushinbo buffet! (pronounced buff fet)
Lycra Man: And the diet that we're supposed to stick to?
Ms P: Aiyah! Very hungry la, let's make it a New Year's Resolution or we won't have anything for the list!

And Ladies and Gentlemen, that was the beggining and the end of our debut in the mad crazy world of reality tv shows....

anyhows, its just been raining like the heavens just learned how to do so and someone forgot to turn off the tap in his glee, and that leaves heaps of time to 'nuah' in bed, or laze around the house reminicing... ever wondered about your life thus far? no matter the age, if its over a good 16 years of your life, i'm sure that you'd have had experienced enough to have gone thru a fair few ups and downs in life. not 3 months ago, i was stuck in a rut in life, and i cannot deny that i didn't want to sleep much simply in fear of demons that haunted my sleep, or dreams of fabulous, unattainable futures that would tempt me beyond what i imagined achievable.

i've been given a second chance with my first love, and i'll never take it for granted again... its funny to think how when you're a mere teenager and in the throes of 'puppy love' how much a first love, a childhood sweetheart, will grow with you in your heart throughout the rest of your life if the parting was a mixed up soup of 'don't know why's', 'not sure what happened' or 'things just happened'. let's just say i believe that everyone has a special someone who loves the other for who he/she is, who makes the other laugh in private, in public, and shares the highs and lows of each other's life. if you're with that someone right now, but didn't say it often enough, make sure you tell him/her you love him/her, you never know when you might never have the chance to do so again...